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you saying that youstill loveme:O…bs…………..LOOK AT YOUR TUMBLR FIRST. BEFORE SAYING THOSE THNGS BROOOOOO.. “YOUREALLY WANNA BE SAMMY BRO

27th June 2011

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just because i say all this please dont get your hopes up .

You think i dont hurt . you think i dont love you still . you’re trying to make me hate you? it will never work dear . go ahead . tell him . tell him i still talk to you, what will that do ? If anything that might make him leave me . then what ? THEN WHAT ? if you want to hate then just hate me like you really mean it . if you still care, then care . just dont mind it . yeah, i still care there are times when i wanna do something about it but cant . so i just let it go . you know you were my first REAL love . this is just horrible how it ends like this . remember when you asked me why i was doing all that stuff ? why i was hurting everyone ? i ask myself everyday since . WHY . WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT ?! why did i leave you ? it tears me apart every second lan . and how you can just live on normally ? it kills me . just please, show how you really feel here … show me how you still feel . because i feel like you’re really actually happy for once in your life . i feel like .. my existence doesn’t matter to you at all . i feel as though if i ever died, you wouldn’t give single fuck . lan . of course . i miss you . that may not particularly mean that im coming back, because truth be told, im scared . you’re scared . we’re both terrified of going back , you’re scared that i’ll hurt you again . & im scared that you wont want me, that you’ve changed . okay thats another thing, i dont wanna understand you changing because, you changed AFTER all this . you changed . if i go back, i want you … my love . not this person . busy all the time ? goodness . you’re just a kid . no need for a job . no need to spend every minute praying . im sorry if i offended you, but you have so much time after high school to do all these things . if you’re stressed lately, this is why . lan, i dont wanna come back to a guy that changed . and you dont wanna come back to a girl that hasn’t. so we’re just stuck . i believe that i’ve hurt you beyond repair . & i hope you will believe that i am sorry . i apologize lan . sincerely . why … why did i leave you ? why did i hurt you .. just KNOW & REMEMBER, though i think you won’t even believe it but, i love you . i always have & always will .

22nd May 2011

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22nd May 2011

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